I managed to figure my account and here i am, blogging as you requested.
Well, i was going to bed when i told you that I was..but i have things that I want to express and convey.
This few months has been hard for the both of us. There were lots of unfortunate events, just like what you said, its not a good year. Times that are hard like this sure made both of us crazy. I am really thankful that you are always by my side to overcome all these hurdles with me. During times like this, I know that I frequent lose my temper and bring you on emotional roller-coaster rides. I rant at you, I give attitudes, I ignore you. You know...I don't mean to treat you like this but sometimes it felt like I totally lost control of my emotions. But despite my behavior, you are always constantly trying to make me feel better and make me laugh.with all your silly jokes even when you're feeling pretty upset yourself. What more can i ask for? I am really thankful to have such a wonderful boyfriend like you, always being there for me and making things right. I love you. I love you for giving up your time for me. I love you for taking such good care of me. I love you for showing me how loving someone could be so happy. I love you for every single thing that you do- from you digging your nose and wiping it on me to sweet talking about our future on bed- basically everything. Sometimes i feel like the luckiest girl in this world. I feel that life is treating me way too good for letting me meet you, know you & have you. Life has never been so perfect without you. I love you Dennis.
Goodnight my love.
With love, Xiaojun
